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the good
finally saw avatar with skrit on friday <3 hung out with pondy twice last week \o/ we missed seeing a movie (damn parking) and wound up at her place to watch sherlock holmes on her lappy on thursday <3 sunday we made to that movie (legion) and then had shoppins and hangins out ^_^ i got a new hat, a leather wrist thingy, and FINALLY some rain boots!! zomg win ^^ i also finally poked liz into making some room for me in her busy schedule ^_~ got to see her nice new pad on saturday and we had nummy thai foods ^^

the bad
work is still awful and i have pulled my head out of the sand long enough to realize it will never get better. something pushed past its bounds will never again go back to what it was. and i pretty much loath everyone there. am forcing myself into getting a routine going of checking new job posts daily. i must get out.

the ugly
as in i must face the ugly truth, i spent too much this last year and my tax return is not as much as i was counting on. i have decided to cancel my plans to go overseas for this year. i am really bummed about this but it's really stressing me out more than a vacation should. between my work schedule, blocked dates, employee issues, and trying to figure out the hows and wheres of travel its really more trouble than its worth right now. i am consoling myself with the fact that maybe i can make a few short trips with in the US this year and either visit some people or see some places i've always wanted to go. airfare here is frequently going on sale so just maybe i can ^^;