went to the fair with skrit on saturday. yay fair~! we had a great time, ate lots of junk food and watched horse races ^_^ and a new tradition was born; like the cuteness of pig races but want something more bad ass like bull riding? bring on mutton busters!! aka slap a small child armed with a padded jacket and a helmet on the back of a sheep and tell them to hang on for 6 seconds! i shit you not, i have pics >3 it was hilarious indeed
sunday i spent the day in bed watching anime. i was le tired and i didn't get today off as i work for people who revere the midieval lords as appropriate role models to follow -_-; aka i am a lowly serf. it was bs there was nothing to do and was a waste of their money to have us there.
also today i got my first verbal warning at work! woo go me -_- i sorta deserved it as i should have just taken care of the thing myself. but i was childishly angry and frustrated (who wouldn't be in this situation?) and so did not double check one of my peoples work. naturally they totally fucked up a simple task and boss's boss found out about it. it was... not nice to put it excessively mildly >.>;;; it is my fault in that i'm so fed up with this place i'm letting my slack ass employees bad attitudes rub off on me. but it's hard to care when they so obviously don't care about people as human beings. i'm really struggling with this right now. also it's my stapler and i'm going to burn that place down~ :p
in good news though since going through therapy i am not freaking out about this which is good. the bad is that i don't really care at all and i should at least a little. *sigh* from one extreme to another~ i'll get this emotional/thought process thing worked out some day! :p
sunday i spent the day in bed watching anime. i was le tired and i didn't get today off as i work for people who revere the midieval lords as appropriate role models to follow -_-; aka i am a lowly serf. it was bs there was nothing to do and was a waste of their money to have us there.
also today i got my first verbal warning at work! woo go me -_- i sorta deserved it as i should have just taken care of the thing myself. but i was childishly angry and frustrated (who wouldn't be in this situation?) and so did not double check one of my peoples work. naturally they totally fucked up a simple task and boss's boss found out about it. it was... not nice to put it excessively mildly >.>;;; it is my fault in that i'm so fed up with this place i'm letting my slack ass employees bad attitudes rub off on me. but it's hard to care when they so obviously don't care about people as human beings. i'm really struggling with this right now. also it's my stapler and i'm going to burn that place down~ :p
in good news though since going through therapy i am not freaking out about this which is good. the bad is that i don't really care at all and i should at least a little. *sigh* from one extreme to another~ i'll get this emotional/thought process thing worked out some day! :p
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